here are some thoughts and things going on with me lately. there is no real flow to this post, just a jumble of things that all came tumbling out.

obsession: i just started watching the oc again, and am in love once again. this show is so funny to me because it is ridiculous but i can never stop watching. of course, first season is the best, but season two is still good too. third and fourth, ehh, not so good, but just watching first and second season are fine for me. seth is too witty for his own good. and i love summer. i wish she were my real life friend. : ) anyway... it's great and i don't care if it's silly.




wish: i want to create these things again. highschool was great because there were no creative boundries. our school had great resources and it was so nice to be able to take advantage of it. i wish i had access to a dark room to process pictures. there is such an artform to developing. now, ceramics, my first passion... once we have an excess of money, i want to start some pottery classes. not in college though, because they put limits on you and say you must begin with handbuilding because they think no one can do things. i just want five pounds of porcelain, a wheel, a kiln and a ton of ocre.

current excitement: looking forward to spending time with my family up at my parents house for thanksgiving. it is really special to me to be around these cool people and just enjoy each other's company. i'm excited to create tradition with my family now that we're expanding. evan and i were put in charge of bringing salad, so if you've got a tasty recipe for something, let me know please! this year will be different because we've lost a few special people, but they will be fondly remembered and are still deeply loved by many.

new favorite movie: i just recently watched this movie and relieved the moments i loved so much when i first saw this so long ago. it is a fun musical about the taming of the shrew play. i really love old movies... just better then what we're used to today. it's a treat to see old movies like this one. i think my favorite song from this movie is 'it's too darn hot'. it makes me want to learn tap dancing and have a killer set of gams. the tiny waists are cute too.

every other tuesday night: evan and i have recently begun a married small group with some friends in the local christian community. we're meeting 2 times a month to watch small parts of this book from a seminar by the author. we recieved it as a wedding present but haven't had time to read it. so this is really nice to hear the main parts and be able to discuss. it's been fun so far, and we're both really looking forward to learning more about marriage, love, respect and each other.