silly thoughts of the day.

today, i took my final math test for the quarter. it was a breeze, luckily. summer begins today. i am a bit apprehensive about summer for some reason. . . i can't put my finger on it, but there is just an anxious feeling in my gut today. i don't know if i'll be bored? i will be working pretty close to full time for the family i nanny for. but will has a lot of summer camps, and they're taking a few trips, so i'll have to figure out what to do with myself during those lazy summer days off. i just know that i don't want to get soft. . . i feel like being in school gives me purpose. keeps me occupied. i don't want to rely on school to feel like i'm making good use of my time.

you know what it is. . . i'm not at camp. camp taught me to waste time in a fun way. i could do nothing all day, and be perfectly content. being surrounded by such cool peeps all day is what did it for me, i think. better hightail it up there, i'd say.

the internet at our apartment is not working. . . we "borrow" internet from some unsuspecting neighbor. maybe they've figured it out? needless to say, i walked up the street to a little cafe on bagley and 40th called irwin's. it isn't crowded and it isn't pretentious like some places around here. i am finding ways to keep myself productive today. too often i just lay on the couch and watch those stupid judge shows. my question: who the frick watches those?! besides me when there is nothing else on.

anyway. . . i need to make a list of stuff i want accomplished. and i am starting my application to the university of washington today. yikes. i'm nervous. i have to get into that school. . .